i hope you rot in hell and die

thank you for loving me
thank you for being there for me
if i was strong and able
i would rip out my heart
and shove it in any orifice
thank you
oh, please thank you

goodbye for now
i must be departing
to the better world out there
i promise i will return
and tell you of my journeys
tell you, my love
tell you

and i'm realising now
that i was always the weaker of the two
i was always the stronger of the three
i always fell to my knees
and i kissed your tummy
and i loved you for not falling on me
i loved you for not breaking me
only for taking me

thank you for being there for me
thank you for caring for me
i wish i could repay you
for all these years
but i'm beneath you now
and i was beneath you then
and i'm still at your nadir
and i hope you can find it in your heart
to just want me more

one day i stood up
i walked out the door
and i saw the world
i took out your eyes
and saw through mine
and i was happy again
because i was blind

thank you for always being there for me

-winston campbell-