if you don't hang out with me this summer i will commit suicide

days never last you and you'll never give in to me
and it's sad i must take what i hold so dear
i love these fingers that could touch you on humid nights
but they never will experience the joy of your friendship
words said can infringe into something that may never happen
and i feel this is getting to a point i can't control
your soul has never been so clearer now that i look
at nothing happening so violently i can't let go

off of you and into the two of us
never wanted a kiss from your lips
never wanted it to be this way
i just wanted to be your friend

and it's all over now and i feel i must move on
on to bigger, brighter, and better light never shone
off your face disappears and i can't let it go
i just wanted you to know that i can be the other person
i can handle the situation to the fullest sanest capability
i can judge when i'm being judged and i don't like it
so with these choices and voices we hear i hold you in still
and leave you to decide the net worth of my life

off of you and into the two of us
you thought i wanted the other thing
and i know you're wrong but you're always right
so i lose again
and i just wanted you to know
i just needed you as a friend

-winston campbell-